Monday, April 27, 2009


The Last day With Dx..TT

Airport taken by Raine
tissue~Saturday night cry at his room~^^"
Dx~pretend sleep
His sleepy look~
all in black~his luggage-that bag dam huge even a human can go in
welcome loongWei~hahahaa
Dx and his mum~auntie Lim very very worry Dx
Dx house living room~~
Dx_Line after he finish prepare
in his room~
his handsome look~
in living room while waiting his family
us again~wit our sleepy look~
Elle watch~
given by Dx~as my birthday present~~THANK
the last picture i taken with him~
can't really smile..
his god sis,Raine~Dx
Dx~PeiWern,Raine sis
Dx~Yen,his sweetie
Dx~LoongWei,his buddy
his pal,Sam~Dx
his gay partner,CheanShen~Dx
his funniest fren,Keat~Dx~CheanShen
Dx~his noob gang buddy
the gal~Dx
by-raine,group picture~
by PeiWern,us again~

Dx plan to go Quarto with me before he go India..
cause people say Quarto is a 4season pub/club
but his mum don't let
so he told his mum that he will fetch me to his house to overnight..
his mum immediately agree..after few second his mum ask again
''is a girl or a boy''~when Dx told me i feel it was funny

so at night he come fetch me..
then go Raine house cause Dx got thing want to give Raine
so Raine can help him give to other that are not free to send him..
then back to his house..
his mum start to tell him many thing bout how to manage his thing
call him to careful and many,you can see how worry is his mum..
then after that he call me go to his room he got something to give me
and he have joke me twice~==!!*slap*slap~
then he give me a box,wrap very nice..
it was Ella watch and it is red colour my favourite colour~*touch^^Thanks
it was my birthday present..cause 2week more was my birthday**T.T
i have give my ring to him..actually is a pair ring his don't know where he lost his..
so i give him my,to let him remember me~!!don't go there simply flirt~

that night i didn't sleep for the whole night
Dx feel very tire so i let him sleep..
i just want to look at him..
if i don't look i will no chance to see him for 2years..
but he only sleep bout 20minute

that night before he sleep..
we have chat many thing..
i also watch the video he make for people he care..
but i only watch the video he give me~infront of him
that video very do touch me..but i does not want let him see i cry again
even chat make me cry non-stop
look at him make me tearing too..T.T

at 5.15am i wake him up to prepare his thing..
and we brush teeth together..
then he wake his family~
so we take some picture in his room~^^

then when down to living room cause loong wei is at his house..
but Loong Wei need to fetch Raine n her sis..
so Dx call loong wei fetch them and meet up at the airport
in the car,on the way to airport,my heart so heavy we holding hand..
make me want to cry~so wish that just a dream
when reach airport he hold my hand without let go..
i know he very very sad to leave Malaysia..
i also very sad that he going to leave me~

then checking in,then his mum say 7.30am he need to go in..
so we rush to McD so he can have his break-1st
loongWei ask Dx Where the other..
Dx answer no more..
i know actually Dx very dissapoint cause his noob gang didn't not show up..
but actually they already reach airport at 6.30am
to give Dx a surprise..
when Dx saw them he is extremely happy and surprise..
so we take some picture infront of McD..
and chat awhile..his parent bought break1st for him..
after his break1st it is time 4 him go pass the gate..
at that time he hug all of his friend,me n his family he started to cry~
n infected us cry together..when he hug me i can't control my tears anymore..

then before he pass the guard he turn back and give me another hug..
that time i really don't want to let go..but it already time..
my tear really can't stop..
then when he at the guard Sam call me to go there..
but i think i should let his family talk with him for the last minute..
althought i really wanted to go there..

then after he pass the guard i have calm down..
just abit moodless~
after Dx pass counter he send me a message ''i love u''
after see Dx pass we all go home..
Yen,Keat,Sam go back by CheanShen car..
Raine,her sis,me go by LoongWei car..
on the way home in the car my brain can't stop thinking bout Dx
whether is he in the he still crying~
and my tear come again..

then i reach home~
i lost all my energy by crying..
so i get home and change my clothe..
and when to bed..try very hard to sleep..
but my mind still worrying Dx..
don't know how is him..
my tear uncontrolable came out again..and i wet my pillow==~!!

then i sleep till 3pm++ afternoon and wake up..
don't know what to do..
when to toilet,brush my teeth,then go eat..
then walk here and there in the house..
don't know what to do..

mind only thinking of Dx..
wondering where is he..
what is he doing??
what time is his going to reach?
can he sleep well in plane and bus..
do he eat anything for lunch and dinner??
many many many thing come out from my brain..
this whole day my mood is dam down..
and my eye is tearful..
just worry bout him..
one of my friend see me so worry so he call me try to call or message Dx
then at bout 1.30am i send him message
don't know is he receive it or not..
after few minute later i receive Dx reply..
atleast he receive my message n i know he fine now..
and i start to blog til now lo~~

very very very miss you,

*****27Apr09_Monday 5:11am******

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